Hey guys, in this post I would like to address something ver..
🕑 Added 2021-12-20 13:49:19 +0000 UTC
Hey guys, in this post I would like to address something very personal regarding my life and the future of my onlyfans, therefore I am grateful to anyone who reads it to the end.
When I started with reddit in the beginning of this year, I just wanted to share my nudes with the world and see how people react to them. From early on in my life I had this strong sexual drive and the desire to show myself to the world and finally I found a place where I could do that.
I got excited with every post I made and the reactions were amazing. I read and answered every message I got and almost couldn’t sleep out of excitement.
After some time I decided it was time to take the next step and created an onlyfans account. I couldn’t believe that I could actually earn money by doing something I enjoyed so much.
During the entire time was covid lockdown where I lived, so I could spend my whole day on my onlyfans. I was chatting with my subscriber and recording content all day long and it was such an amazing feeling seeing my fanbase grow everyday.
2 months went by and I had already a huge fanbase, but then the lockdown ended and I needed to continue my work in the dance school.
Ofc I was very happy about it, because I love to dance and I missed my students, but something felt different in my dance school after the lockdown.
Almost half of the staff had quit unexpectedly during the lockdown and my bosses were struggling to find new teachers.
Therefore the amount of my classes almost doubled, although i was only a second year trainee. In addition I became the everyday punching bag of my frustrated bosses.
Everyday I came home mentally and physically exhausted. It became harder and harder for me to record new content and put on a happy face, being flirty and stuff like that.
I spend less and less time into my onlyfans and my content got worse day by day. I stopped recording custom videos and I stopped making sexting sessions.
My onlyfans was no longer about my personality, but only about my body.
People quickly realized and my fanbase became smaller with every day.
I tried my best, but it was never enough.. neither at work or onlyfans.
I got so unhappy with my content on onlyfans, that I even lowered the price to feel better about myself.
Looking back it seems obvious that I should have quit my job right away, but it was my first real job after school, I still had fun with my students and I had no clue what I should do with my life. Doing onlyfans fultime somehow never seemed like an option.
A few months went by and the day came where it was unbearable for me anymore.
I finally quit my job after my boss exploded on me for a made up reason and shortly after I took the money I earned with onlyfans and started to travel to get my head clear.
I have been traveling for over 1.5 months now and I finally had some time to reflect on what happened this year and think about my future.
If you have read this far, I think you know for sure what the decision about my future has come down to!
From now on I will work full time on my onlyfans again, just like I did in lockdown at the start of this year!
I am very excited about this decision and the first thing I did was to interrupt my trip, rent a nice house that I can use to record and focus completely on my onlyfans.
From now on I will use my onlyfans, just like I would use my private instagram account, posting stories everyday and keeping you up to date what I am doing all day long.
I will post better quality content and start doing customs and sexting again.
Another thing that I wanted to do for a while was to stream… I got myself a sexy mask and I am already excited to start!
I have no clue how these turn out, but I am sure that I will get more comfortable with time
My onlyfans will be from now on as much about me and my personality as it is about my body. I want to get to know you guys and build a connection again
