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Hello ☺️ I've been wondering how to come back here as I know..
🕑 Added 2024-05-10 20:55:25 +0000 UTC Hello ☺️ I've been wondering how to come back here as I know I completely abandoned posting this year so far, tbh third year at uni + life stuff = a very overwhelmed Paigey. That's all I can say. I could go on about it if you fancy being put to sleep? 😁 Yesterday was my last exam before I hopefully graduate. I wore this dress in the city (SUPER DARING, it was an experience!!! 🤣) and took these pictures once my performance was finished as I was so relieved that I did my exam, like a huge weight has been lifted away.... The FREEDOM!!! I have two more assignments left and then that is it, hopefully I can graduate with a mark that makes me happy! PLEASE 😊 I also think regarding here, I really appreciate the kind and understanding messages I have received. I know I have very fun/personal requests pending STILL and I feel I should at the very least fulfill them because when I am genuinely feeling confident (that has been another factor for me not posting, I have been in hibernation over the winter, camera SHY) and I post here I really enjoy feeling THAT way. But when I don't feel it genuinely then I just can't really fake it? If that makes sense... I need this to be real for me to be real, although I'm not sure where I am going with that. I think I need to find a system that works for me as when I have enjoyed being here I REALLY REALLY do. I enjoy the conversations and I can just see this as somewhere social and exciting. Because it is the most hardcore thing I have ever done 😆 and I still can't believe I made this page hahaha. But yes, I mean, when I feel overwhelmed or whatever is happening in my life and I sort of lose that feeling, then I don't? Basically I don't think I can do things for the sake of it? I'm finding it hard to explain. I think I need to make content when I have the energy and creative outlook and then post in maybe a planned way? As so far I haven't as this isn't a business to me (obviously, as I am a rubbish manager of time and things and I am rambling now) and I just don't really know how to do this. But I would like to learn and get it right so it is true to me and my feelings. As this is a piece of me, so it needs to reflect me. Hmm. Anyway, I just want to say, my mind has been a jumble of chaos and hopefully soon I can feel a sense of clarity to try again with this, hopefully 😊 so my last assignment is due in about 10 days. Then I am free unless I fail uni 😆 i hope you are doing well and the sunshine is a treat 🥰🫠
