I’ve been taking a little step back for the past week, but h..
🕑 Added 2021-03-16 06:58:06 +0000 UTC
I’ve been taking a little step back for the past week, but have been enjoying (slowly) catching up on all my messages. You all are so fascinating and kind 🥺♥️ and I just — really appreciate when y’all open up and share the things you do! And I am grateful for the patience with my response time as I’ve been much slower and probably less verbose in DMs.
And honestly - I’ve been in a little bit of an uncomfortable funk — not dark, just uncomfortable. There are many ‘logical’ reasons why, combined with some super woo woo ‘what the fuck’ reasons as well 😂
Many of you know (and if ya don’t yet - hello, hi), I’ve been on an unconventional path, exploring the many facets of “inner work” (which for me includes non psychedelic astral projecting and working closely with a Celtic shaman). It can be exhausting - but at this point, it’s so integral to my life experience that I quite literally can’t imagine my life without this. I’m working on ways to integrate all my passions, staying on my soul path, while also creating personal space... (Oh and seeking joy. More joy, please).
And when I am feeling *good* ... damn, my work here is on fire. I’ve not felt on fire lately, but that’s not what Pisces season is about anyway... (Aries, however... I see you around the corner 👀)
I read something today that really resonated:
“if you expect a garden to "produce" things with the same regularity and sameness as a machine, you will be disappointed. if you try to maintain a garden the same way you would a machine, you will destroy it. the same is true of your body and emotional life. give into your garden.”
We are not machines.
Thank you to those who help me tend to my garden. 🥺♥️🌱
You are seen, appreciated, and honored.
