Masturbation Manifestation: I just had an intrusive thought ..
🕑 Added 2022-01-14 09:30:32 +0000 UTC
Masturbation Manifestation: I just had an intrusive thought as I came— "I never want to be alone again!!!"
Though obviously untrue, I have recently learned to fucking LOVE my alone time, but I guess what that meant was that I really really miss having sexual intimacy with a partner. Sure, I just had two rapid fire back-to-back relationships, buuuut both of those were long distance and I had sex with both of those guys maybe 20 times total (respectively). Neither one lasted past two months!!
The relationship I'm really missing right now is the one I had in BERLIN, when I first started camming/OF. We lived about 5 minutes walking distance from each other and spent nearly every night sleeping in the same bed for a year. Even if we didn't have sex EVERY DAY in that year, I miss falling asleep to the sound of my lover's breathing, I miss being able to smell his hair, waking up next to him and kissing his sleepy face... I want intimacy back, goddamnit!!
And obviously I also miss the feeling of cumming together, getting horny together, deciding to have sex *together*....the satisfaction on my lover's face when they make me cum. I'm going insane I need to get laid lol!!!!
