heyy mental health check :) How are you doing? ❤️
i've been..
🕑 Added 2023-11-26 10:56:51 +0000 UTC
heyy mental health check :) How are you doing? ❤️
i've been pretty open and honest about how i struggle mentally, and you've been very understanding and supportive. thank you. this is a comfortable platform for me to share myself and i'm so thankful for that.
lately, my memory has been failing me. there are some days when i feel like Dory from Finding Nemo - it's not quite thaaaat bad, but experiencing ego death once or twice a day is unsettling. for that reason i've been prioritizing my physical and mental health (which you've enabled me to do, and i am grateful).
*relationships* are so hard. i come from an unhappy childhood and it's impacted my ability to communicate, to listen to my body, or to take care of myself. practicing mindfulness is hard. extending grace to abusive people is hard. change and growth is so fucking hard. i'm trying though, and that's all i can do!
anyway, i hope you're doing well. it can be tough to be a human.
i also wanted to let you know - i care about you ('you' being anyone who reads this, subbed or nah). yes, this is totally a parasocial platform, i get that. but you are a human, and if you're drawn to me then you're drawn to genuine kindness. you're like me. i see you, and i care about you. you have inherent value on this planet, and i just wanted to reassure you of that.
take care,
Lucy ❤️
