I'm sorry I don't post more frequently. I'm not trying to gi..
🕑 Added 2021-02-04 23:11:18 +0000 UTC
I'm sorry I don't post more frequently. I'm not trying to gip you all out of your money, but the truth is I am so utterly depressed. So throat closing, chest tightening, stomach nauseatingly depressed and anxious and scared all of the time. So much so that it hurts to the point that all I can do is scream. So much so that literally doing anything is a herculean task for me. It takes me all I have to even just eat most days, which only scares me even more. Every day I'm scared I'm going to lose my home from not making enough money from the content I sell and put on here, because my stupid brain won't just do it already. There's no one here to make me do it, there's no one here to help. I'm doing this all on my own, not just the content making, but everything. I don't have any family to be here for me, and not a single friend I can trust. I have a therapist, I have people to talk to, but it's not changing anything. It's not making doing anything easier. I'm sorry. I know it's not fair to you guys. I'm sorry.
