This is another attempt to upload the largest of the videos ..
🕑 Added 2021-01-15 00:21:36 +0000 UTC
This is another attempt to upload the largest of the videos I made here recently, giving you a tour of the house. Its going to take a while to upload using my cell phone. It is gruelingly slow. I don't know how I am going to get really good internet access out to this house. I might have to reevaluate my strategy. All I know is I have two sources of money; chaturbate and OnlyFans. I am not sure what I should do next. Maybe move back to Chicago if I can't get good internet here, at the very least make what I do have work.
However I am not sure about going back to Chicago just yet, I just came back from there. I experimented with a few substances and I need to stay right where I am to avoid temptation. I am an addict when it comes to drugs and food and alcohol, basically anything that brings pleasure. It's a problem. I havent come close to building a life yet, I've played with fire, scrwed up in school, screwed up every job I ever had. When it comes to staying consistant, I am not good at it. In 2021, I hope to change that.
As it stands, I happen to be in posession of a house I'm not sure I can afford to rent after the next two months. I may have jokingly said the house belonged to the cat in a previous video, but that wasn't true. I was counting on having internet and being able to make enough income to hold onto this place. I'm sharing this with you, not to try to get more sympathy from you, its so you can see what your contributions are going toward. I'm not dead in the water just yet, I was able to get this video uploaded. I want this house grow to be a hypehouse, where in one room, you could see a porn scene being filmed and in another just hang out and play video games with other trans girls here. Trans girls who live here and produce adult content. Hence, why I need to get fast internet, at the very least functional internet so the girls that stay here can produce content oonstantly and consistantly. I think my last best hope is going to be Verizon.
Now that I know I can get a 12 minute video up, lemme see If I can make another solo video, dressing, or feet. Keep commenting, it reminds me to stay engaged.
- Love
Courtney
