Jumping on in 20! I also should have never paid the jeweler ..
🕑 Added 2022-02-01 06:23:07 +0000 UTC
Jumping on in 20! I also should have never paid the jeweler as much as I did and it kills me that I did and finding out he was married. I donโt think Iโll ever heal from that and Iโm working on forgiving myself. Looking back, I see the red flags. Life is weird. I donโt think Iโd be getting into as much trouble as I have been if I had a big brother or big sister to talk to/look out after me. Iโm thankful Iโm not one of the unlucky, unloved dumb bitches that got sucked into isis or another marriage but itโs still weird and scary in my head with everything Iโve been taking in. I donโt want to hit rock bottom again by allowing any more people in. Iโm excited for tennis tomorrow. Charging my phone and eating dinner of broccoli and cauliflower. Then jumping on to stream tennis YouTube videos or prince of tennis. ๐
