Another fan idea! Tearing my clothes off. I decided to do a ..
🕑 Added 2022-10-01 08:02:19 +0000 UTC
Another fan idea! Tearing my clothes off. I decided to do a full strip scene to make it as sexy as possible. I had such a hard time finding clothing I could tear, but this old pair of pajamas sort of worked. I actually loved these pjs for many years, and I was sad when they broke recently. I like my pajama pants loose and soft, and if they show off my curves that’s a bonus. This pair did that. I’m glad to have gotten a final use out of them.
So I don’t know if you know this, but I was a late bloomer, and I grew up sexually repressed. I NEVER looked at porn and I really had no idea how to be sexy. When I was 20something in college I wanted to be sexier, so I tried to do Jennifer Aniston’s strip scene from We’re the Millers. I rehearsed it so many times and tried to follow it step for step. I smile when I think about that awkward unconfident youthful woman I used to be. Look at me now. I’m still awkward quite often, but I’ve embraced myself and who I am. I’m confident in my skin and I own my sexuality. I’ve freed myself.
In case you haven’t seen it, here’s my post from last year when I did a strip scene to that song.
https://onlyfans.com/165663651/fit.chick.rae
I love seeing the growth in just over a year. I love my tiny body, my awkwardness and my attempt at “twerking” of the past. But I love my curves now, my ability to loosen up and be more spontaneous in my movements, the way I can laugh at myself on camera. So who did it better? Me of the past, or me now?
