Daddy's been too busy to jerk off and my cum tank was always..
🕑 Added 2021-08-26 22:50:43 +0000 UTC
Daddy's been too busy to jerk off and my cum tank was always so full and my prostate was so tender. Sometimes I woke up with a wet dream where my underwear drenched in fresh cum. This time I wake up and I sat down, immediately my cum started oozing and leaking out of my cumslit uncontrollably.
With the inevitable fading of the illusory, short-lived orgasm/ sensual pleasure comes the feeling of loneliness, guilt and shame, self blame, hatred and anger as this denotes a pathological form of chronic wantingness well known to society as an endless drive for relationship, sex, materialism, hoarding, addictions and more.
Constant desire for sex, approval, social craving, and external conditions for my own happiness is compensatory to my self-doubt, low self-esteem, and the need to constantly provide external sources of pleasure.
However, I've now learned to feel invite gratitude, self compassion and forgiveness instead of guilt. I now feel so wonderful and thankful that my body is still able to self regulate in a healthy and wholesome manner. I feel thankful that my body is still healthy and functioning well.
I now see my body as a gift, that allows me to be alive and breathe, walk, enjoy mother Earth's delicious veggies and fruits. My two hands allow me to share my thoughts and help others suffer less. To have a body is a miracle. To be alive is a miracle.
