iShyNya
fansly
🕑 Added 2025-05-23 12:05:51 +0000 UTC
It happened again. I'm sorry.
Now it is very difficult for me and it takes all my energy and time.
I’m stuck in that loop again. I take tons of photos, change lighting, location, outfits, angles, poses, everything. I try every possible option — and still, I’m unhappy with the result. I’m not even sure about the set I posted today...
I love the process of creating photos, but somehow, when I start looking at the outcome, I feel disappointed with everything.
The lighting: either too plain, or too dark, or too bright, or too colorful... Shadows are either too harsh, completely gone, or just boring.
The poses: standing — too dull. Standing straight — even worse. Unusual standing pose — looks weird. Complicated or sitting pose — can’t really see the body properly and it just looks uninteresting.
Shot from behind? Boring.
Shot from the front? Too typical.
Side view? Just... odd.
And that kind of nitpicking happens with every detail. It took so much effort just to pick something for today’s post.
It’s kind of a nightmare and I don’t understand why I’ve ended up here again.
I guess I’m just way too demanding when it comes to the final result…
